You ever

You ever have a feeling like you are being squeezed-that's the wrong word. It's where you feel like you are being crushed under some undefinable weight. As if there were walls surrounding you pressing in on you, tighter and tighter and your vision blurs and and you can't breath. Where you have seeminly few options and you can't take any-and your mistakes of the past, and your lack of possibilities keep pressing in on you, and no matter where you are, you just cant seem to alleviate the pressure. It doesnt matter the choices you make, for you cannot escape it, there will just be new containment, holding you; and your left gasping for air, shaking your head, thinking how do I escape.


Or am I just bleak...